I am lying in bed this morning with my three year old holding my hair like a blanket and breathing it in. Fading in and out of a dream land, I am washed over with flashes of my sweet baby son nuzzling into my skin and breathing in deeply as if he was a diver coming up for air or a humming bird inhaling draughts of sweet nectar. The way my little baby melts into me is precious beyond words.
This part of motherhood, I adore. Last night I was rocking my youngest after he woke up crying. Normally a sound sleeper, he was having troubled sleep because of a cold. As soon as I sat down in our well loved green rocking chair and began to sing, his whole body melted, his eyes closed, and he was transformed. Changed from a tense, crying, uncomfortable child into my sweet baby. Body heavy with sleep, head resting on my chest, so peaceful, so content, so secure.
What an amazing power it is to be a mom. What an amazing love. The ability with a touch, a gentle sway, and a soft note to transform pain to comfort, crying to quiet, and tension to sweet heavy relaxation.
Bliss
What a beautiful way to describe this aspect of motherhood.
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